Monday, November 2

Fatty McButterpants

That's me.  I'm bigger than I ever have been before.  I feel that tug inside me to *really* do something about it again.  I need to show Mr. B that I am consistent in sticking with it so that he'll pay for the personal trainer we talked about.  For now - - healthy eating, no sweets, lots of water, walking and the stair climber in the bedroom.  I. Can. Do. This.

I can't believe that I used to be a leader at Weight Watchers.  And now.  Now I'm just down right fat and unhappy.  I'm pissed off that I let myself get to this place.  I know better.  It's going to take A LOT of work to fix it. 

I am declaring war on sugar and late night snacking.  Those are my two biggest enemies. 

*sigh*

No time like the present.  No more procrastinating.    No more "being uncomfortable in my own skin."  I am ashamed of myself.  Time to fix that.

2 comments:

Stephanie said...

I think you are beautiful, but good for you!!! No one needs to be uncomfortable in their own skin. I will pray that your cravings disappear and that you will have the strength to resist and stick with your plan!! GO BECKY!!! -that's me being your most awesome cheerleader;)-

Shawna said...

Well said, Steph. I agree. You have my number if you need a butt kicking, LOL!

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